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But obviously willing to try–just uncertain about the outcome, or rather the effect of the process. Blog on prayer that is. My own. A treacherous business. But. But, I found myself emailing what was then becoming a new friend, nearly every morning as a kind of prayer confessional or journal a couple of years back, for about 15 months. Circumstances aligning to allow said emailing to be done with candor and as little caution as I’m capable of mustering (mustering a little of something?). I found it profitable.

I’ve never been able to sustain journaling. Partly because the word itself annoys me. And I’m playing with this blogging thing and know that it will only be sustainable if I hit two or three birds with one blog, so to speak. So there it is. And here it is the first day of a new year and circumstances have aligned to draw my attention to a practice I’d like to sustain over the next year. Knowing myself, if I can keep my attention on it, by speaking of it, if only to myself, chances are, I will sustain it and that I think would be profitable. Or least I’m curious to see if and how it would be.

The circumstances aligning are these: good friend, Rick gave me Michael Casey’s book Sacred Reading (on what catholics call lectio divina–but which I’d rather not call lectio divina, being annoyed by latin for frivolous reasons.) Dang, it’s a good book so far and has whet my appetite for this practice I’ve dabbled in–one can hardly pray for 30 years without stumbling the practice no matter what it’s called. Casey, though, makes the case that to be done with greatest profit, do it daily more or less, and stick with an entire book of the Bible, chapter by chapter, section by section, until you’re done. Instead of flitting hither and yon through the Bible. Something about his writer makes me trust that he knows what he’s talking about and has practiced it for years. And that he’s more a pray-er than a writer using prayer as his next project. And happily, he can write about it well. That, plus I’ve bought The Book of Psalms: A Translation with Commentary by Robert Alter, a Jewish writer and Hebrew scholar whom I also trust. Two trusted writers, two new books, a new year, hey, sooner or later, believing in God one has to decide whether he can get through with a little nudge now and again, and I’m deciding this is one of those times–that I’m being led to try this practice beginning with psalms.

So I began today–or tried to, but then the neighbors called for help with the snow. How annoying. But after removing some for and them, I got back at it. Psalm 1. “Happy the man…” Parked with happy for a while and felt it. Then happy the man. What a hopeful few words–that happiness and a man might walk together. And more came–a good start.

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